Instead of studying the other day, I figured out that I have been in school for 141.5 months. I've literally spent 53% of my life in school. I only have 17 months of school left. That means that I am 87.9% of the way done with my schooling. That means I'm almost done!!!
The problem?
I am about as unmotivated to study as ever!!!
I have time to study. I am not too busy, too stressed, or too tired. Honestly, I have NO excuses to NOT study and learn!
But...
Senioritis has hit unfavorably early!
Have you ever read Dr. Seuss', "Green Eggs and Ham"? - I've adapted it to express my dislike:
I don't like homework, projects, or tests. I do not like them even after I rest.
I do not like studying or reading the book. I honestly (and shockingly) would rather cook.
I do not like it after I play. I do not like it the following day.
I do not like it here or there. I do not like it anywhere!
I do not like to study and cram, I do NOT like it Sam-I-am!
I can't seem to find my motivation ANYWHERE!!! Then today, I got my first test score back from this semester... I wouldn't call my new desire to do well me finding my motivation.
I call it FEAR!
Either way, I guess it will have to do! Ugh! 17 months is still a LONG time!!
4 comments:
Hang in there Kourtney! At least you are almost done! I hear you on the seniorities! I'm getting it already with my bachelor's degree and still have a master's program to finish! You can do it!
IT will go by faster than you think. Good luck
Sorry! Go for a run then come home and study.....Maybe that will help.
Oh it's in ya girl. You can do it. Just think theres no place like home, theres no place like home. Remember the house you want closer to home. With the white fence and the running trails and canals? You've almost earned it. Just remember what your earning...Love you.
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